2009
It has only been a mere 3 weeks into 2009, yet i feel as though i've gone through 3 months. A day seems like a week, and a week seems like a month. Yet I keep feeling that Time is hardly sufficient. Have yet to set my 2009 resolutions, well I'll try to do so now.
RESOLUTIONS for 2009
1. Get enough sleep = less work and less play?2. To be healthier = less stress, more play, less MC, more running, more greens?3. Higher efficiency rate = more competent in multi-tasking, work more, play less?4. Be happier = less stress, more play, more food, more sleep?5. Save more $ = less retail therapy, less play, more work?ARGHS. I'm getting a headache from trying to equalise these darn equations. Guess I can never attain a balance in my life. Totally split up.
Sometimes I feel I am a total flop. I hope to be a better person, to everyone. Sounds very "noble" i know, but i have not been able to do that at all. Everything seems so unsure, like a fantasy in a bubble, waiting to be burst.
Am extremely upset at a lot of disappointments, of others, and of my own. Perhaps there are too many unspoken expectations from everyone and myself.
I wish to be more competent to deal with challenges, and stronger to cope with failures.
And of course, world peace :)