Delaying Gratification
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
  sorry
Dear Brownie,

I'm sorry.
For not being able to help you alleviate your pain.
For not bringing you to the doctor earlier.
For not being attentive to your needs earlier.
For favouring Napoleon over you.
For indirectly causing your pain, and ultimately your death.

Maybe, perhaps, if I had not brought you to the doc, you might not have given up on the X-ray table.

Maybe, perhaps, if I had given you medication, you would recuperate on your own.

Maybe, perhaps, if I had not fed you with all the unneccessary treats, you would not have had the bloating.

Maybe, perhaps, if I had not been the one taking care of you, and if you had not been in my house, you would have lived a much better life.

I'm Sorry.

I hope you would be able to run freely on the green windy grassland over the rainbow bridge.

Go and run free with Caramel, mynah bird, star-tortoise, tortoise, red-belly frog, crabs and the many fish lost in our home over the past years.



 
Comments:
节哀顺便,haiz ... maybe to her, is a relief from pain
 
dun be sad..... sometimes, leaving is a relief......

btw, just check with you, your fishes run? on your treadmill? hmm.... i wondered how they died.
 
Post a Comment

Subscribe to Post Comments [Atom]





<< Home

Archives
September 2005 / October 2005 / November 2005 / December 2005 / January 2006 / February 2006 / March 2006 / April 2006 / May 2006 / June 2006 / July 2006 / August 2006 / September 2006 / October 2006 / November 2006 / December 2006 / January 2007 / February 2007 / March 2007 / April 2007 / May 2007 / June 2007 / July 2007 / August 2007 / September 2007 / October 2007 / November 2007 / December 2007 / January 2008 / February 2008 / March 2008 / April 2008 / May 2008 / June 2008 / July 2008 / August 2008 / September 2008 / November 2008 / December 2008 / January 2009 / February 2009 / March 2009 / June 2009 / July 2009 / September 2009 / October 2009 / December 2009 / August 2010 / June 2011 /


Powered by Blogger

Subscribe to
Posts [Atom]